The End

I don't feel that I need this blog anymore...There was a time...that I needed to put my feelings out there, to express myself with anyone and everyone...I got a certain high off of it...this need to not feel so lost and isolated...and I didn't feel so alone in my thoughts once I exposed them, a false sense of company even.

 

False, not real and true.

 

I've realized, I have people in my life, people I care about and people who care about me, real people...people right there in my face, asking me 'what's wrong' and 'are you ok' and so, I don't feel so alone and truth is I'm not and I never have been. And I'm slowly working up the courage to express myself to those people instead of an audience of blank faces. I don't need to search for understanding and compassion because I have it in my life...and I think I'm at a point where I need to accept that, maybe I had a sad story, maybe I lived a sad story, maybe I've felt depressed and helpless and lost but these feelings have become less and less frequent and I don't want to revisit them just because I've felt these things for so long that it's become somewhat normal and comforting...

 

So, until another beginning this is the end...

 

No...

 

Until another end...this is my beginning