Lead the way

It's hard to think straight when there's always something playing in the background. Hard to focus on the "right" thing, hard to realize what's there in front of you...These distractions that keep us blinded are also the ones that cripple us. I scare myself sometimes because I accept these distractions as reality, I like living in a dream world, I like living an escape...I need to gain control of myself again, I need to be myself again, I can't live someone else's life forever. I need to start my on path, cut down some trees and go my separate way and I'll revisit that main road from time to time, when I need to...

Alter Bridge: Open Your Eyes

Looking back I clearly see
What it is that’s killing me
Through the eyes of one I know
I see a vision once let go
I had it all

Constantly it burdens me
Hard to trust and can’t believe
Lost the faith and lost the love
When the day is done

Will they open their eyes
And realize we are one
On and on we stand alone
Until our day has come
When they open their eyes
And realize we are one

I love the way I feel today
But how I know the sun will fade
Darker days seem to be
What will always live in me
But still I run
It’s hard to walk this path alone
Hard to know which way to go
Will I ever save this day
Will it ever change

Will they open their eyes
And realize we are one

Still today we carry on
I know our day will come
When they open their eyes
And realize we are one

Will they open their eyes
And realize we are one
it’s hard to walk this path alone
hard to know which way to go
Will they open their eyes
And realize we are one
lost the faith and lost the love
when the day is done

Will they open their eyes
And realize we are one

Now my mom knows how I feel, and I can't stop crying...

Fuck her.